The end of the dream castle..
We had a great relationship, one which allowed us both to discover so much about life, about love, about each other and about ourselves. I will not deny that I was taken care of like a queen and enjoyed many luxuries that other people did not get to enjoy. That is one thing that you always made sure of. Technically I should have been happy.
The thing is, we faced a lot of problems and hardships which led to fights that got out of hand. The impact left by those fights are like scars that won’t heal. The taught me that I definitely deserve to be treated better. That I should put my integrity, principles an well-being first instead of giving in because of blind love. That is not love, but a sacrifice of myself.
I don’t doubt that I have put you through a lot of hurt, anguish and pain in the course of this 1 year with you. I realise that we are not meant for each other because you are not mature enough to handle a serious relationship, and neither am I. Its is not just about emotion, sentiment and all that. Its about friendship, understanding and complementing each other, not completing each other.
I’ll admit that I am not ready for this, that I learnt my self-worth the hard way, because I kept myself worthless in the relationship and allowed myself to be led by you. We both must move on, and let this teach us both something.
But I will always, always love you Ratindra. If you read this, take care Atin.
December 9th, 2007 at 12:24 pm
AINU nw tht i’ve read ur feelings,hear me out k..
i love u n will always do..
we did alot of imature tings in dis relationship bt ainu im nt askin 4 much k..
im just askin u 4 another chance in lyf, another chance to b wit u..
b my fren atleast 4 nw.im reli sure i wnt screw netin up tis tym.
d part where u said tht we were nt ment 2 b wit each other, i disagree cz the love n bond we shared cn n will neva fade..
u say tht u’ll always love me rite, so atleast gimme another chance in lyf wit u.
castles cn b torn dwn bt they cn oso b rebuild bk again.i hav so many things tht i wud lyk 2 share n tel u bt i dnt tink u’ll ans my calls or reply any 1 of my msgs so cn u do me a favour..?
im writting a book n cn u do me d favour of reading it..
i belive in god n if we r fated 4 eachother then 1 day we will reunite..tht old man will neva 4sake d both of us cz we r his children.
bie i will always love u n cherish d wonderful memories wit u till i die.ur atin is always here 4 u bie.
bie i mez u la bie many many a million alot much.love u 2 bie n tc..